How to go throuth hard time in our lives.

     Hi everybody,

     I've noticed that most of people are so scared to try something new, to let other people to know them, to open their hearts. And I've decided that I'm going to write a post about how to get motivated in telling people about you, in being more outgoing!

     So, let's start. I think from my childhood I never had a problem to be open mind in front of others. But time went by and I've changed from the age of 14 till 16... New school, teenage problems and you think that everyone is hating you.

 How to get through it, you will ask?

     The most important thing is that you should be all the time positive! "But it's so hard to be positive, Xenia!" I DON'T think so! For example, you have a really bad day, make a list of things which make you happy. I promise it will help you! Or eat chocolate :)

     And now you know how to be positive, and we can begin the other part of motivation. Try to make new friends. getting to know new people it's so exciting that you might be surprised after. You should talk with people that are very busy with their lives, the people who can teach you something, people which you will look up to!

     And the other thing is that, REMEMBER everything which happened to you have a reason. Think about it, How did this situation changed your attitude in some point, how did it make you stronger a little bit.

    So, that's all for today, be happy, be stronger, be more outgoing!

About me

Hi everybody,

Today I will tell you a little bit of myself.

My name is Xenia Balabuh. I live in a beautiful, green and kind of small but amazing country Republic of Moldova.

From the age of two I've been singing on the stage in front of people, and I think it did made a big difference about who I'm in life and what I like. I had graduated art school and dance school. I love playing on the stage and I love seeing people's reactions. I also know how to play guitar, ukulele and African drum, I don't think my neighbours love that, but it's ok, a little bit something new in their lives.

For now, the most productive year in my life was 2015-2016. I've been an exchange student, I lived in OHIO, I also had a host family, two awesome schools, a lot of friends and unforgettable experience. It literally was a life on one year. It wasn't easy to live somewhere without anything you know,without people you know, without family... But it was an amazing experience that I would never forget about.
So for now, you know a little bit of myself and I consider that you can trust me

                                                           Can't wait to hear from you!

Struggles of choosing a good university.

       People are all the time struggling in making decisions. From the first days of our life we make these decisions. Sometimes we are so afraid of it, that we can hurt ourself with just not doing anything.

     
       For most teenagers the biggest struggle is that we don't know where we want to study. 

I consider myself an artist, living in a small country, which is not so much in art, makes diffecult for me in making this decision. When our family friends would come to our house they would ask me: "Xenia, where are you going to study?What you want to be?". And I would answer: "Well, I will study arts and make my studio". They would laugh in front of me saying that :"All artist are poor, you wanna be poor?"

   
        The best way is to not try to make someone feel comfortable with what you are doing! It's not their job to tell you what you can do and what you are not supposed to do in your life. They already made their decitions and now is your time!

Here is how I deal with that. 

1. You should know what you like! 

2. And you should go with that.

If you like a lot writing and you think that this is the best way you can express yourself you should write. You can be anyone! And everything! 

Society makes us to be afraid of ourself, makes us to follow the way which is known. Just because someone else didn't had a chance to try something else doesn't mean that you are not supposed to make your own way! You always have a choice, and your right way! 

      So, for now, I found a good Fine ARTs University and I'm planning to study there. 

 I love dancing and singing and drawing, playing different instruments. I know I will never be a good doctor because I'm afraid of the blood, or I never will be a math teacher if I don't like to count numbers. 

      We make our own life! My dad always said to me, : "Xenia, if you like something you should do it!". Yes, you should work a lot and make a big progress for becoming a good specialist in it! But if you have a dream, I'm 100% sure that you should try to make it true. 

  

Here is some of my works. And good luck in making decisions!